The three faces of me

They say every person has three faces The first, I show the world The wife The mother The one who has her life together The second, I show my family My mother knows her My sisters know her My husband and kids know her Even friends get to see her The third, I don't show anyone She lives in my dreams In books In memories Too weird for this world Too wild for this world I hide her because they wouldn't except her I hide her because I have to keep her safe She is strong and fierce and relentless She is scared and anxtious and helpless They wouldn't understand her Her world is too colorful Too filled with fantasy Too scary Too dark She is filled with flowers And wonders She believes in miracles And sees the good in everyone She is just a little girl dancing in the rain Someday she is a princess Somedays she is a siren Somedays she ven gets to be a mighty red dragon She is quiet and loud Happy and sad She wants everything She wants nothing